what is wrong with me?

um...nape dengan ak? nape ak slalu mara dy..nape skunk ak makin cepat melenting? lately,ak slalu mara dy..even bende kecik pon ak nk besa2 kan..um..ak asek nk jeles..why? why? why? nape ak takot khilangan dy? nape ak msty rase trancam?um..tp walau pon ak sering mara dy..np dy still saba ngan ak? oh..mybe its true..this is the sign..maybe we were meant together..um..ill hope soo..kdg2 ak ase x lengkap khidupan seharian ak law ak x txt or call dy..oh,i really need u dear..thanks for showing up in my life..from now on,ak kne brubah..i need to manage my anger issue..chil kime..rileks, think positif..if she didnt txt u doesnt mean she forget u rite? come on..cool down babe!